This probably sounds silly, but is it wrong to disregard art tutorials sometimes? Like one time, I was drawing eyes the correct way according to some tutorials and references and it never looked right to me. But when I went back to how I usually did it, it looked much better. But now I feel paranoid that if I don't do things the "right" way and do them the way that works for the style I'm going for, I'm not a real artist.